Saturday 4 August 2012

Boyfriend

i have not think  marriage yet now.I had only been dating my boyfriend for 3 months. I know this probably sounds bad, but we have known eachother more. Anyway, we were in his room, I really like kissing, but it has taken further. He started digging with my belt (by trying to remove it of course). I felt scared and nervous. He had noticed my emotion through my body language. (I've never been good at hiding my emotions). He looked at me and apologized. I spent some time thinking  video and I decided that I was ready. We talked about it too which helped me make my decision. So we did. But it was special and super soft. But really, it's not big deal. Well not for me anyway. I do not feel dirty or hoe. I honestly do not feel like I even lost. I feel guilty that I have not talked to my parents.